A Letter

I see far back in the past, and the man I was Such shame and regret for all my weakness I can't believe I cushioned your feet for so long Certainly I am not blameless I have been foolish more often than not But I am vilified, I've been convicted Sentenced by your judgement without crime So here's my apology for all the horrible things I've thought But never have done For the vindication I'll never have For unwanted battles I never won You'll never read this and I don't give a shit I don't want to hear from any of you again f*ck your judgement and f*ck your beliefs And f*ck the values you tried to force on me So now let's clear the air and shed some dead weight You've burdened my shoulders for far too long I'm letting go before it's too late Stand on your podium and preach your gospel I've stopped listening to you I'm not your stepping stone, I'm not your crutch And I don't give a f*ck what any of you do So here's my apology you'll never read I'm sorry you hurt your f*cking feet walking on me I'm sorry the sound of my voice burdened your ears I should have known that your own musings Were all that you wanted to hear So after years and years and years It is time to let go So after years and years and years It is time to let go So after years and years and years It is time to let go So after years and years and years It is time to let go