Earthstrong

Look, bunch of bless me around me, keep it real all the time there's not a yes man around me, one or two killers beg you don't test man around me, less is more so I keep less man around me, but the ones that I do certy, proof's in the pudding know they won't dessert me, when it gets sticky stand firmly never crumble never break and when it's for the love not the money that's the icing on the cake, went from hundreds and thousands to million dollar cake, that's what I call cheffin yeah that's how I bake, and yeah the grass is greener but it's hiding more snakes in the form of fake love and some dodgy handshakes and bruddas want beef but it's long, man'll take it beyond, it's best we just keep it plant based, yeah, gimme my flowers while I can still smell em, been to hell and back so Mum can live in heaven, grew up on the ends saw a lot tings and can't forget em, post traumatic stress gotta a lot of demons, tryna quell em, tryna unlearn all the bad traits that I've developed, Usher in a new frame of mind this is my confession, maintaining balance in my cerebellum, any given day living on a spectrum, euphoric bliss to some deep depression, all the colours in between, gotta make a conscious effort, suicide our cruelest weapon, takes as second, life is precious, life is pressures, life's a lesson, all I'm saying check your bredrins, I got friends I cannot message, should've messaged, never checked my gran before she passed I am now regretting, rest in peace nana I'm sorry I love you, I'm so glad I said it, when I saw you 'round Feb-ish, tears in my eyes as I write, I weren't prepared but I'll be alright, my Dad's an old skull tuff guy, I rarely see the man cry, but when his Mum died he reverted to a young child, in that moment in him, I saw I, knowing one day that will be me, the cycle of life, my child watching me as I break down inside, just the thought got me losing my mind, just the thought alone got me praying for mine, praying for time, praying for time, praying for health, praying for life, more life, Earthstrong.