Truth

I was staring at the ceiling Trying not to say your name Every shadow in this room feels like it's calling out your face I don't wanna sound dramatic (Dramatic) But the silence feels so loud (Loud) Every thought just takes me back to you somehow (Somehow) I don't know where it went wrong (Wrong) I don't know why I still care (Care) But every night I swear You're still here If you're gone then why do you feel so close to me? Like your hand's still holding me in my own dreams I don't need the truth I just need you near I'm breaking slowly just to keep you here If loving ??? was killing me I'd still choose you honestly I don't wanna be free I just wanna be here with you and me Every song sounds like your voice Every street feels like that night I keep replaying moments like they'll change if I rewind And though I should be letting go But I don't know how to start When every piece of who I am is where you are I don't ask for much these days Just a dream where you don't fade If I'm honest, I'm afraid You'll slip If you're gone then why do you feel so close to me? Like your breath is still right next to me I don't need forever, just one more year I lose my mind just to keep you near If loving ??? was killing me I'd still choose you honestly I don't wanna be free I just wanna be here with you and me Maybe I'm wrong Maybe it's all in my head But if this is some break I'd take it instead of You leaving me