About this song
Even is a track by Julien Baker, taken from the album “Turn Out the Lights”, released October 27, 2017 on Matador. It runs 3:33. Use the Deezer link above to stream the full song.
Lyrics
Find another songWhen is it too many times to tell you
That I think of you every night
I don't want to make it hard on you
So I could be cruel
I could make you hate me would that make it easy
Did you think I forgot the fireworks
The black eye trading blows on the fourth of July
But you were right
I was asking for it
I always am its no good
If the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it
And I probably deserved it
All you ever say is what's the point
Is anybody there to help me now
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out
Isn't that what you want for me to be miserable like you
Well brother you're about to get your wish
Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6
I must have pictured it all a thousand times
I swear to God I think I'm gonna die
I know you were right I can't be fixed so help me
All you ever say is what's the point
Is anybody there to help me now
It's not that I think I'm good I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out
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More from Turn Out the Lights
- 01 Shadowboxing 3:53
- 02 Sour Breath 3:04
- 03 Televangelist 4:52
- 04 Everything to Help You Sleep 4:21
- 05 Happy to Be Here 4:16
- 06 Hurt Less 3:59
- 07 Claws in Your Back 4:38
- 08 Over 1:28
- 09 Appointments 4:33
- 10 Turn Out the Lights 3:24