About this song
Shadowboxing is a track by Julien Baker, taken from the album “Turn Out the Lights”, released October 27, 2017 on Matador. It runs 3:53. Use the Deezer link above to stream the full song.
Lyrics
Find another songBorn cutting teeth on the curb
Summoning ghosts up from the concrete
Keep me company while I learn shadowboxing with giants that grew from our feet
I know that you don't understand
Cause you don't believe what you don't see
When you watch me throwing punches at the devil
It just looks like I'm fighting with me
There's a comfort in failure singing to loud in church
Screaming my fears into speakers
Till I collapse or I burst
Whichever comes first
I know you were trying to help
But you're only making it worse
Tell me that I shouldn't blame myself
You can't even imagine how badly it hurts just to think sometimes
How I think almost all the time
So break me down folded over your arms
Like an unloaded shotgun
Dismantled and harmless
Even you couldn't manage to pull the fuse from the back of my head
When you tell me you love me
Tell me you loved me
I wanted so bad to believe you
So tell me you love me tell me you loved me
I wanted so bad
I wanted so bad to believe you
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More from Turn Out the Lights
- 01 Sour Breath 3:04
- 02 Televangelist 4:52
- 03 Everything to Help You Sleep 4:21
- 04 Happy to Be Here 4:16
- 05 Hurt Less 3:59
- 06 Even 3:33
- 07 Claws in Your Back 4:38
- 08 Over 1:28
- 09 Appointments 4:33
- 10 Turn Out the Lights 3:24